Mistakeeeeee

Today suppose to be my last 2nd day on the internship but i damaged everything coz i did something which is very very serious & no one can give excuse on it. I made fake MC n this found out by the training coordinator. She called to my college, they actually decided to terminate me from the internship. =(

I admit my fault for doing all these things, i also apologize n wish to get a chance to try again but it is fail. College lecturer ask me to wait for 2nd hearing from SWE panel and the training coordinator said that terminate is the final decision of hotel since my mistake is too serious. She said want to treat every trainees fair.

Within the whole 5 months, i have been very be careful on my every single steps coz i dont want to repeat the internship. I tried my very best to do all the tasks which ordered from bosses, even sometime im not happy on that but i still finish it bcoz i know this is the time i must go thru. I dont blame anyone but only myself coz i did that.

Why i can accept apologize from the others but the others cant accept from me??? Why i can forgive ppl even they do something very wrong but ppl cant forgive me on the mistake??? I regret on doing all this, i rather tell the truth instead of now~~~TERMINATED... Im sorry for the fault i did, sincerely apologize to all of u. SORRY...