Pampered

Hey Hi Hello EVERYONE~~~ How are you???

I'm here to show off my pampered life again!!! Wakaka~~~ Sorry, I should say 'SHARE'. Love from family and love from my BB. Can't imagine all these happiness appear to me.

After my operation, I cannot go Switzerland for my further study because I'm under treatment for half year. It means my study is now delay again and I will not be here for the coming Chinese New Year!!! *wuwuwuwu*

I will show you how's my pampered life be and I'm now looking for job!!! I'm very boring at home and jobless is really torching me!!! NO WAY~~~

By the way, after my operation I should stop taking alcohol for half year but...... HeHe~~~ (devil laugh) I go clubbing again mostly every week!!! Envy me??? This is my life, WELCOME to MY LIFE!!! =D

Everyday WORKsss

HeLp!!! hElP!!! HELP!!! help!!!

What's going on??? Why I work everyday like a foreign labour??? From Monday to Sunday, from 12pm to 5pm, I'm on duty!!! Even only 5 hours working but it is really tired. I need to standby all the time to solve the pop-up problems everyday. Every Monday back to office for meeting and paid for the extremely expensive car park fees. Every weekends go 'shopping' at those outlets to take care my promoters(daughters and sons).

When I can take leave??? Ermmm... Actually I got many off days but I just don't want to take it now, I want to keep all the off days till the end of my works so I can take it one shot and have longer time to prepare for my further study. Smart, right??? Another 2 months to go then I can disappear from this hell. HaHa... Actually is not really hell place for me. I quite enjoy on my works now even I don't have off day. =)

Finally, is time to off to bed now!!! Night human, night world, night Joanne. =P

G2 G2 G2

What is G2??? Is my company's name, an event company. I worked damn hard in this company but actually I don't know why I do so. I'm leaving after this few months, this job didn't really help on my future career(as I think) because it is totally out of my future career line. More and more projects coming in and I meet up with a lot of people(my promoters and some outlets managers). I see more and more human characteristic from all these people. This is a lesson which I can't get from my textbook, 'Deal with People'. I know how to deal with different people now.

By the way, I'm busy on my work but I get closer and closer with my family. ^^

What's Wrong to ME~~~

Last time I will very mind how you celebrate all the special days with me but recently I don't even think about all these rubbish. Am I don't care about you anymore? Am I give up on the relationship already? I know something wrong on me but I don't know what's wrong is that. Come to our 5th Anniversary, I should be happy because it is hard to 'hand hold hand, walk' to the 5th years but I didn't. I didn't even plan on this special day, as usual and normal.

If you know what's going on, please tell me. At least I no need to guess and guess and guess everyday. If you love me, please tell me. At least I no need to ask and ask and ask everyday. I feel tired and bored on asking and guessing. Do you???

May 2010

Already May, 1 month I work with G2 and almost used to the environment and situation. =) I'm happy with my work now and of course my life as well. I full fill my April with works and happiness from my BB. Since I said, I already used to everything so now my work become more easy and relax. HeHe~~~

About my BB, he is now based at Bukit Merah for his business and seldom come back to KL. Surprisingly, he was back quite frequent on April. I can even meet with him every week because he was tired on his work so always find reasons to come back but his phone was ringing non-stop when he at KL. So busy...

Besides that, I still remember that my study at Switzerland. I put a count down side in my blog and keep reminding myself about this. No more than 4 months time now, I really can't imagine the day I depart at KLIA. My parents is now busy on the preparation and my mama try to make some joke on it.

I know it is sad but there is a long journey to go, I got to move myself further and further cause everyone around me is improving now. Please give the energy to move myself on!!! >.<

StReSsSs

I leave Warner Music and finally join Grey 2, an event company at Malaysia. I'm so excited at 1st when I join this company but now I feel stress on all the jobs. Why I feel so stress???

My 1st week work, I have 3 outlets at KL Mydin and 2 outlets at OUG. All the promoters start work at the same time, 12pm. How can I chop myself into 5 pieces to run all the projects??? I pay RM50 to my cousin brother to help me up for the OUG outlets and I handle all the Mydin outlets.

Actually I got no idea on the ways to Mydin, I remembered I walk from Kotaraya to Masjid India then take taxi to Jalan TAR. After finish all the outlets, I'm lost. My brain suddenly blank and I don't even know where should I go.

I cried on the street and also in 1 of the outlet when my cousin brother called me. I feel myself so useless at that time and I hate the company for giving me so much of works. On the other hands, I must understand that this is how life goes on.

Finally, I done with my works of the weekends but I don't proud of myself because I really don't know how to manage the time and I messy up everything. Luckily, my performance of the week don't complaint by any clients.

I can do better even I keep complaint on my work. Thanks to BB for 'scolding' and supporting me all the time. I cannot give up so easily because I'm Joanne, Joanne is me!!! ^^

Mama's Birthday

Happy Birthday to You
Happy Birthday to You
Happy Birthday to Mama
Happy Birthday to You

Today is my Mama's birthday!!! Opppsssss... It should be yesterday cause now already 3am and I just back from Genting. As what I told you all last post, I'm going to celebrate my mama birthday at Genting. The dinner drove me crazy, it is super delicious and I full fill myself until stomachache. I ate too much because it really taste great. Without birthday cake, mama was so happy at the moment. Let me show off some sweet sweet photos, my papa and mama are super match in the world. HeHe~~~ =)

Happy Days

What I busy currently??? Working but I damn enjoy on my job. I guess you must jealous on me now!!! Start having lunch together with my colleagues and they are so funny, we like to make fun during our lunch time. Again I admit that I'm a naughty girl cause I take leave every week with some stupid reasons, I think my boss know about that but he just keep quiet. =D

Now BB always stay at Ipoh due to his office is there, he only back to KL twice a month for about 2 to 3 days. Finally this month he can come back more often and always stick with me, accompany me. How sweet is that!!! Don't envy ya, he sayang me and care me more than last time. Yes, I'm officially his PRINCESS again!!! Wahaha~~~

Next coming big day is mama birthday. I think will be the same plan, have our dinner at Genting. This is our usual programme cause Genting will send her voucher as birthday gift. I can enjoy my shark fin soup and abalone again. Great, I love my life now. Full with happiness from family, friends and my lovely BB.

Good night world, is time to rest and continue soooooooon. ^^

Happy Birthday

Happy Birthday to Me
Happy Birthday to Me
Happy Birthday to Joanne
Happy BIrthday to Me

I'm officially 22 years old now. I got a lot of dinners last few days, I'm so happy and glad to have all these pleasure moments. 1st, having Shabu Shabu dinner with dear Nicole and YuMin at KuchaiLama. I'm super full on that night, thank you for spending your time with me. =)

After that, my birthday dinner with my lovely family at KuchaiLama also but is a Chinese cuisine restaurant. I love shark fin soup and abalone very much. HaHa~~~ Papa and mama some more sang non-stop at the night. They look so high... =P

Then, BB rush back from Indonesia to had the 1st birthday dinner with me at TGI Friday. So touched cause he was very tired from the business travel. Black pepper steak with pineapple fizzy, such a wonderful match. ^^

15th March, i bought 2 cakes from RT back to office. Actually I bought the cake to treat them but they give me a surprised celebration. Cheese cake and fruit cake, we all love it so much. A cup of coffee and a piece of cake but you can only enjoy when you are free. HeHe~~~

Another night with my BB, I decided to bring him to Shabu Shabu KuchaiLama. He doesn't really like steamboat stuff because it doesn't really full him. He keep noisy while we eating but we still having fun on it. BB, thank you very much. =D

Finally, my birthday dinner end with my dear Shan and Ying. We go Star Village nearby my house to eat western food again. Took a lot of photos with them till my camera run out of battery. Thanks to Shan for the Chocolate cake. Nice... ^_^

My birthday without expensive gift but full with happiness. It is my perfect gift for year 2010 birthday. Thanks a lot to everyone and everything. MUACKsssss...

Warner Music's Days

Very long time don't update my blog already. Do you miss me??? =D

After I delayed my study, I get a job at Warner Music Group Malaysia. Really can't imagine I can work at such a big company. HaHa~~~ I take a long long break before I start work at there. The 1st week I worked at Warner Music, I knew many new friends and they are so nice. I love this job because many ppl sayang me. HaHa~~~ Everyday trim songs, burn CDs and online play FB plus MSN chat. How great is my work???!!! From 9am to 6pm but i only work for few hours because the rest of the time, I'm doing my own stuff. Wakaka~~~ I'm not a good staff but I finished my tasks on time. =P

Next week is my birthday so now got to plan for it. You want to join me???

虎年 2010

今年的新年有何特别？？？

年29，我陪BB去买一些年货，他还买了第一份情人节礼物给我。我们的感情能像手表的时间那样永远滴答滴答的延续吗？？？同一天的傍晚，我们一家人在洗车房，因为我的家现在只有一个佣人，所以需要帮忙咯。不幸的事情发生了，爸爸跌倒了，还到诊所缝了3针。感恩，大吉大利啊！！！

年30，起床帮妈妈弄火锅的汤底，然后一起吃第1顿团圆饭。你一句，我一口，超赞的。之后，去BB那边咯。弄这些，弄那些，过后就去拿他们家团圆饭的烧鸭。我没有跟他们一起吃团圆饭，因为家里有第2轮，在The Garden的客家饭馆。接着，就是赌博，接财神咯。=）

年初1，凌晨3点多接财神，而我也习惯地在客厅等大香烧完。洗澡换衣，当然先向我爸爸妈妈拜年啦。拿个大红包，恭喜发财。回老家拜年，吃海鲜。同一天，同一家海鲜餐馆，我们吃了2轮哦。好吃，好吃，好吃。。。晚上就去BB那边，赌博和喝茶。=D

年初2，等BB来载我北上去玩。原本应该早上就出发的，我因为睡过头，所以弄到下午才出发，而且他的妈妈也突然跟我们一起去。我们在中途跟他的姐姐会合，一起北上。先去金宝，他的阿姨和舅母家拜年，他还特地带我去吃面包鸡。我是不是很幸福呢？？？

年初3，他处理完渔场的事情后，我们就从Bukit Merah开车去槟城。本想到槟城走走的，谁知道要跟他的姐姐去亲朋好友家。天气又热，我又不舒服。那段时间，我不犹豫地扳着脸，开始在埋怨为什么要跟他们一起走。

年初4，还是跟着他们。不过今天只出去吃晚饭，因为下午BB要忙渔场的事情，没有空出去。老实说，本来很开心的新年行程现在弄到我很不开心，晚上还小吵架。其实，我只想在留学前，跟他有一些不一样的回忆，可是。。。

年初5，他把我扔给他姐姐，带我回KL。这次，我就大发脾气，开始乱骂了。回程都在跟他冷战。他姐姐还带我去一个很有名的热温泉。看到别人一双一对，我的心情更掉到谷底，因为他情愿为了工作留在那边。讨厌。。。

年初6，跟KDU的同学去吃点心，唱K（Dawn, Mark, Heng, ShinYee和我），然后在跟家人看电影（花田喜事），接着就去“龙的传人”吃小点。这种日子多么享受啊！！！是不是很羡慕我呢？？？哈哈。。。过后，当然回家休息咯。

年初7，在家里无所事事，睡觉和上网。无聊加闷，但是我很乖，因为没有出去。我这2天也很乖，每天都跟家人吃饭。哈哈。。。那是很难得的。=D

年初8，闷到几乎发疯，还好最后Shan约我出去喝茶。2个傻婆就这样无聊地谈了几个小时。跟她永远有聊不完的东西，因为我们都很无理头。跟Shan喝完茶后就回家跟家人吃饭，原本要去Mark的家，可是晚上要去BB的朋友家拜天公，所以就换计划咯。

大家一起赌博，喝酒，还吃烧肉。这种节日，一年也只有那么一次。跟他们聊天的时候才知道Jeff和Kenzo要结婚了。Jeff在9月回来娶他的女朋友，而Kenzo就在下个星期跟他的女朋友注册。祝他们，恩恩爱爱，白头皆老。

过后的每一天晚上，我和BB都泡在戏院，几乎我想在过年看的每一部都看完了。哈哈。。。我们可以如此的平凡，如果每一天都可以这样，那是多么幸福的事啊！！！我知道他已经尽量在陪我，但是在我心中的刺和疑问却依然原封不动。

我的农历新年基本上是快乐，幸福的。您羡慕吗？？？您也可以拥有的，努力加油。。。 ^^

如果。。。

今年的新年仿佛没有过往的兴奋，愉快。我真的大了，要开始背负起一些责任。突然间知道了那么多的事情，我有点消化不了，甚至我迷失了。强忍着泪水，强颜欢笑，我只是不想让任何人察觉这一切。我回头看看从前，其实我们更开心。古人说，有得必有失，但是我们失去的比得到的更多。今天拥有这一切，却换来我们的痛苦。我不想看到他们再疲累，能不能为我留着他们的青春？我情愿没有现在的一切，至少我们会快乐一点。我终于崩溃了，再也压抑不到自己，对着荧幕开始掉泪。为什么就不能仁慈一点，让我们跨过这个难关，让我们有以前的快乐？哭过之后，事情就能解决吗？

这些事情只会发生一次，我发誓不会让这一切重现在我的人生，我会让你们幸福。

Before CNY

This week I suppose to work at Sg.Wang for 7 days but after the 3rd day, I really cannot tahan already. The job is very simple but too tiring and boring so I ask YuMin to replace me. I'm too bad, I lied to the company so that YuMin can replace me. HeHe~~~ =)

He also back from Ipoh. The 1st and 2nd days was busy on his work, go here and there to settle all his matters. He still spend his time for me even is not that long. He bring me to KL for supper, very nice chicken rice. Yummy... =D

The next day we went to MidValley to shopping. Our breakfast plus lunch, Zanmai Sushi and we are really full, I love Japanese food. I also buy my Chinese New Year clothes. He suddenly look worried after he received the boss call. >.<

We also eat ice-cream, chocolate mint. He want to buy me a new watch but I can't find the one I really like so end up with 1 pair of jean and 2 pieces of polo tee. Actually I feel very happy when he spend his time for me cause he is too busy.

After that, we go home watch drama. Since I'm a pig, of course I will sleep when reach home. I sleep after have dinner at home. His mother forces us to eat because he seldom drink soup after he shift to Ipoh to work woh.

Hard to buy the tickets for WooHoo??? Finally I got it at Pavilion, 11:20pm by using Maybank2U account. I suppose to but the tickets by credit card but I'm too stupid and make his card blocked by bank. =p

My day and night with him is very happy, I just like a baby in his hug. He will take care all my things, especially when I sleep. I know I'm happiness but I scared this kind of feeling will gone in a day. He always say I think too much... >.<

Are you ready for Chinese New Year??? I will be away for vocation this Chinese New Year. =) Gong Xi Fatt Cai to all dearest...

人情冷暖

是我太天真，一直以为只要用心对待每一个人，我就会有同样的待遇。此时此刻，我终于知道人性的自私。维护自己是人的本性，只是没想到我尽然用了这么长的时间，这么多的精力，才从这堂课中毕业。我不能怪任何人，只怪自己太善良。那个善良从今以后不会再出现，因为我已经变得邪恶，目的只为了保护我自己。除了家人，我不会再对任何人仁慈。对人仁慈，只是在对自己残忍，那不是很笨吗？？？我不需要向任何人道歉，因为我只是镜子中的你们，重做你们对我做的一切，你们教我的一切。从今以后，你死你的事，与我无关。

Short Hair

Can you imagine, I cut my 4 years' long hair but I didn't cry???

How brave is me currently??? My dear Nicole bet with me, I don't dare to cut my hair short but I did it today. Wahaha~~~ I straighten and cut my hair this noon, from 1pm till 3pm plus. Quite tired also cause last night slept at 4am. =p

Actually is not really short, 70% of my hair is short and 30% is still long. Nice nice nice, I love it so much. Thanks to my hairstylist Anne who help me on all these. She is a great hairstylist with reasonable price. =D

Next week will going to dye my hair and a lot of things to do. Thanks to YOU for sponsoring all these, I save a lot of money. HaHa~~~ Can't wait to see my final look of Year 2010, I think Joanne will look much more greater than last year. =)

All dearest, get ready for the coming big days ya---CHINESE NEW YEAR.