What's Wrong to ME~~~

Last time I will very mind how you celebrate all the special days with me but recently I don't even think about all these rubbish. Am I don't care about you anymore? Am I give up on the relationship already? I know something wrong on me but I don't know what's wrong is that. Come to our 5th Anniversary, I should be happy because it is hard to 'hand hold hand, walk' to the 5th years but I didn't. I didn't even plan on this special day, as usual and normal.

If you know what's going on, please tell me. At least I no need to guess and guess and guess everyday. If you love me, please tell me. At least I no need to ask and ask and ask everyday. I feel tired and bored on asking and guessing. Do you???