Aunt Joanne

HaHa~~~ A perfect position for me on last night. Start all the cooking and cleaning work from 4pm till 1:30am. I'm very tired after that but very enjoyed, the only thing is I didn't take photos on the BBQ night. *sob sob*

Guess how smart am I??? I fried the rice without salt(means tasteless loh), I marinated the chicken but tasteless also, I cooked the spaghetti but doesn't look nice and I boiled the mushroom sauce but sour!!!

OMG... What happen to me??? I don't know how to cook already or something wrong to my tongue??? Only the sotong and orange juice are nice. Even my mama said the sausage is salty but I didn't marinated it.

Is time to work out on my cooks already. I can cook, I know how to cook, is TRUTH~~~ Anyway, I will prove it again and do stay tuned with me. Chef Joanne will be back in 'a short while'. Wakaka... =D

Thanks for everyone who coming to the party and I do wish you all enjoy all the things. Special to IHTM 8, I love you guys very much cause you all are my only best buddy at KDU. For all my dears and darlings, you all are great in my life. =)

Why i need to do all the clean up works??? I have only 1 maid at home now, not same as last time. Some more this maid very noob de so better I do all the works loh. I promised my mama will make the house like usual after the party. =D

Finally I slept at 4am and wake up at 6:25am because my mama scold the maid for being late. After I wake up, I clean up again for the last part then went out to his house to sleep dead. HaHa~~~ I'm so piggy at his house. =p

From 8:30am sleep till 1:06pm, he even buy me breakfast cause he thought I can eat when I wake up, he need to go Kuantan to work but end up his work cancel so he back home and wake me up to eat the 'breakfast'. So happiness~~~ =D

Is time to off cause raining soon. Bye all... Later have big family dinner, tomorrow going to straighten my hair, yam cha with Dear Nicole and Monday work. I love my life, I love my family and I love YOU.

MUACKsssss~~~

Promise from YOU

Come to this problem again, I'm going to continue my study on this August/September at Switzerland. I still thinking whether should I or shouldn't I go before the promise. Maybe I'm silly but I just need something to support me on this decision. Or actually I didn't being smart before. =P

Last night, after our supper at KL. I sms-ed YOU to ask about it. Conversation as below:
J: Ask you 1 thing, tell me true from your heart. You want me go Switzerland to study?
R: You want to go then go loh.
J: I want you tell me, you want I go mah? From your heart de.
R: How I know? I nothing de ooh.
J: If I go there 2 years, you will wait me?
R: Yup, now I also busy on work.
J: Cause I don't want if I go there 2 years then you find others at here. =(
R: I busy no time find others. You also can see now.
J: Enen... =)
*Sorry for the broken English*

By this conversation, I decided to go Switzerland for sure. I'm stupid because I know my future is much more important than a relationship but I really appreciated the moment we been together and hope the story will continue with happiness ending. >.< Can somebody understand my feeling???

Anyway, if there is no any special matter, I will be leaving on August/September. Wish everything is fine and the promise is not a blank promise. =D At least I still believe on it. Going to prepare all the stuff for BBQ later. I will upload a ton of photos soon. Have a nice weekend ya. MUACKssss~~~ =p

Naughty Joanne

How to define Joanne currently??? You are right, she is NAUGHTY. How naughty is she??? You will know it when you read this post. =D

I went for piercing on last year December. There is nothing special for others but my mama was so shock when she saw that. HaHa... As you know, my family is very strict and don't allow me to pierce more that 2(one on each side) but now I have 2 on each side.

I suppose to work after my further study is delayed. Unfortunately, i quit after 8 days working. My mama scold me badly cause being so irresponsible. Actually is the traveling part which make me very tired. Anyway, i already quit. =)

3rd, I'm going to straighten my hair and DYE it. Cannot believe it, my mama allow me to dye my hair. HaHa~~~ I know, I'm officially an adult now. There is a limit, I can't be too over also. Again, my family is strict, many things are not allowed. =p

After this 3 cases, I defined myself as Naughty Joanne cause against all the family rules and regulations. Don't worry, I still have my good personality as my parents know it. I'm now waiting for Chinese New Year then will start work again like a cow. I'm serious... =)

Will share more things this few days cause a lot of programmes to go on. Stay tuned with me ya... MUACKsssss~~~ =D

珍惜

这几天的感觉很特别，我跟妈妈突然谈了很多东西。她开始接受和赞同我某些决定及看法。我无形中觉得很开心，我很珍惜这份感觉，因为我不需要再隐藏。

除了妈妈，我今天下午跟他碰面，吃午餐。一顿平凡，但是幸福的午餐，我笑得很灿烂。他对我的迁就和照顾是那么地体贴，温柔。好久没有从他那得到这份感觉了。

我知道他现在很紧张我，甚至开始会吃醋了。虽然有点不习惯（跟以往相比，现在好像被约束了），但是我很开心，因为他在乎，所以才会有那么多小动作。

1个多小时的午餐，没有名贵的食材，华丽的环境，我们却把所点的食物全部吃光。午餐后，我的燕窝礼盒更是另一个惊喜。那个真的很很很贵。。。还2盒哦！！！

如果他再牵起我的手，我会紧紧握着不放。我们真的有将来吗？？？ @~@

Working on Year 2010

The 2nd day i work at Chiropractic First, Damansara. Feel very tired cause i gonna woke up at 7am and reach there at 8am plus but finish work at 6pm or 6:30pm, reach home again at 7pm plus.

How long i haven't been wake up so early in the morning??? Can i give up??? Yes, you are right. Joanne is very lazy now. I already used to my previous vampire life. =D

Actually i love working but i hate the lunch time of working. Totally different from college life, i might be having lunch alone or a quiet lunch with mobile phone. >.<

Now i can wear all my new clothes to work. HeHe... Playing mix and match every morning to make myself look smart and pretty. Will make up soon(learning how to make up). ^_^

I hope i will love the job and less mistakes will be made during this period. At last, my boss and all the CAs are very nice person. Thanks for teaching me so much. =)

Is time to sleep. I got to wake up early tomorrow to start my new day. Good night all...

New Year Activities

New Year Eve---

Went to my darling's(Dawn) house for a BBQ party. It is a great party cause I knew many new friends(Hui Bin, Shang Shen, Felix, Jia Yang and Tracy) at there. Actually they all are my brother's secondary schoolmates and now is my new friends. HeHe~~~ Eat a lot on that night, I enjoy the time with them on BBQ-ing the food, chit-chatting and listening the fireworks. =D

Jia Yang, Felix & Mark

Mark & ME

ShangShen & ME

Felix & ME

Darling Dawn & ME

Nicole's Birthday---

Went Genting with my dear on 4th of January to meet up with Hong at there. The 1st time i go Genting by bus and also the 1st time i go with friends. Celebrated dear birthday with Pizza Hut dinner, Strawberry Mousse with Absolute Vodka and Maggie Mee breakfast. We all too naughty, we all drink drank drunk. Wahaha~~~ HAPPY BIRTHDAY Dear, may all your wish come true. =D

ME & JS

Hong & ME

Hong, Dear & ME

Dear & ME

ME & JS

Coming soon have a lot of parties and events to attend. I will update all my news to share with you guys. I'm also waiting our dear brothers Kenzo, Jeff and Jack back from Philippines for Chinese New Year. HeHe~~~ =)

Got to sleep now cause very tired. Good night all. *HUG n KISS*

Happy New Year 2010

HAPPY NEW YEAR 2010

Hello all, welcome to a brand new year. =) Whatever happened on the past 365 days already gone, now is a new start. The past is the past, I will look forward for a better life. I take every single mistake as a lesson and I grow from the lesson.

Thanks for all the greeting from sms, calls, mails and Facebook's posts, sorry if I didn't reply you cause I'm a bit busy but I will keep your greets in my heart every time.

Joanne do apologize to papa and mama during New Year because I did a lot of mistake last year and do wish they forgive me. I'm happy and glad to receive their replied. ^_^ PaPa & MaMa, I love you forever. I'm your good girl forever.

New Year Resolution??? I got a lot of things to do,

1. Work hard for my working experiences

2. Prepare for my further study at Switzerland

3. Love my family more and more

4. Take a make-up course

5. Go Taiwan/HongKong shopping

6. Buy a Burberry bag

7. Buy a new car

8. ................................................(secret)

Ermmm~~~ I think that's all i want to do in Year 2010. Bless me all the best and wish me can succeed all these tasks. Joanne can do it. =D

HAPPY NEW YEAR to all my dearest friends, lovely family and YOU. =) I love you all~~~ MUACKSSSS

Almost The End of Year 2009

What i did recently??? What happen recently???

I have a big problem on my University room at Switzerland. I'm so sad on it, the miscommunication make me got to delay my study aboard time from January to August. I wish it can be settled but it failed. =(

Clubbing with Michelle gang everyday from 19th December till 27 December and drunk drunk drunk every night. Don't ask me why I drunk every night, I don't want to explain. My dearest will know what's going on to me.

Other than clubbing, I went shopping with dear Nicole on 23rd of December at Times Square. Pass her the Christmas gift but i spend RM1000 on that day. Bought Espirit shirts and Puma stuff and 2 pieces of shirts. Enjoy the day with my dear, mUaCkSsSs~~~

Celebrate Year 2009 Christmas Eve with my primary school friends at The E-Curve, Library. I went dinner with SeikYing at The Fish Manhattan. Very full cause 2 of us eating 3 people meal but is delicious and worth. =D

Now waiting for New Year Eve and all the party before and after New Year. My schedule is already full with parties, appointments, dates and bla bla bla. After all these, I got to be very hardworking on jobs and be good girl again. =P

*Love everyone who love me

*Miss everyone who miss me

*Care everyone who care me

*Kiss everyone who kiss me

“你们”

我哭了~~~ 我再也压抑不了那种心情了。我没有你们想象中的坚强，我也有想要依靠的时候。我不是不倒翁，因为我终于倒了。。。

我不曾埋怨，我努力向前，你们有看到吗？？？我努力了这么多年，我从来没有要求任何的奖赏。你们让我一次又一次地失望了。

我情愿你们不曾给我希望，至少我现在不会失望。我做的多好，那又怎样？？？因为这一切，只有我自己知道，我自己珍惜。

我不会再问了，我选择放弃，因为我不想再痛了。既然没有奇迹，我就继续我应该走的路。我不问，也请你们不要过问我的生活。

我接下来的路有多辛苦，也不再是你们的忧虑了，也不再是你们的问题了。我该做的，我必定会办妥，我会坚强为自己走下去。

1 Day before X'Mas

What i going to do during this Christmas? Tomorrow is Christmas Eve and the right person is not with me on the celebration. I prepared everything but it seems like a lonely Christmas for me cause you no longer with me. Where are you??? The distance is so close but the feeling is so far. I promise myself not to cry anymore but I just lost control. Still remember i told you about the sticker photo things??? I'm waiting you to make it come true even I know it is mission impossible. I don't want to have my Christmas meal alone, I wish you will accompany me. I want all the photos about this White Christmas with you. Let me have a great memory before I go cause I know this might be the last time. I want nothing on this Christmas but only YOU.

Silent night, holy night
All is calm, all is bright
Round yon Virgin Mother and Child
Holy Infant so tender and mild
Sleep in heavenly peace
Sleep in heavenly peace

Silent night, holy night!
Shepherds quake at the sight
Glories stream from heaven afar
Heavenly hosts sing Alleluia!
Christ, the Saviour is born
Christ, the Saviour is born

Silent night, holy night
Son of God, love's pure light
Radiant beams from Thy holy face
With the dawn of redeeming grace
Jesus, Lord, at Thy birth
Jesus, Lord, at Thy birth

Wish all of you, Merry Christmas~~~ =)

Chocolate BB

He is my BB, Chocolate(very leng zai loh). He is mixed of ShihSzu and ???(no idea who is the father). He came to my house already 3 years ++ and officially he is my son. HeHe~~~ I love him so much cause.....................(personal reason).

Last year, he went for an operation to cut off his tail. He was too boring on his life and start biting his tail. Imagine how silly is him!!! 2 times he did that and the doctor said must cut off the tail, we got no choice. =( Now he become a tail-less BB but still look cute and a bit naughty(actually is playful). I cried together with him when he admitted in hospital, i think is my fault for being so careless.

My whole family love him deeply and he being manja by everyone. He scared on thunder but like to play with water. He will walk here and there when thunder or even fireworks happened but go out during rainy day. Just like drama, somebody worry on something and start walking in the living room. HaHa~~~

Almost 3 years, he still barked to the postman and the newspaper deliver man. This seems like his habit, maybe is the way he communicate to them by asking 'How are you today my brother?' >.<>

My papa like to talk to him before he locked all the door, 'Chocolate, go sleep now' or 'Chocolate, where are you?' My mama like to massage him with her leg and he enjoy very much, even have a smile face. My grandma, 'Go out to look after the house' when he came in the living room. Me??? 'BB, kiss kiss', 'BB, mama sayang', these are what i usually say. He like to stick with me and he know when to stick with me.

Smart BB... When I'm not happy, he know that and he will just lying beside me and keep quiet. Recently, he bing very EMO. I'm wondering what happen to him but i realize my maid who take care him all these time back to Indonesia so maybe he miss her a lot. He eat very little currently, 1 meal per day. End up, my sister got to buy some snack for him. See... How we love him!!! ^_^

BB, will you miss mama when mama is not here??? Mama will miss you a lot cause I Love You.

这就叫“朋友”

认识你，应该是我人生另一个成长的记录。你教会了我，朋友是用来：出卖，利用，背叛！！！不需要否认，这一切你都作了，而且不是一次了。你要我怎样去相信你，怎样去继续我们的友情？？？你那虚假的脸，让我很想吐，甚至从你口中说的每一句话，我现在都觉得很恶心。我掏心跟你当朋友，如今换来你现在给我的所有，“谢谢你”。我不会再相信你的话，因为我看清楚了。不要逼我把你的面具撤下来，我还不想那么绝情。我不像你，我还是人，有血有泪，有情有义。送你一句话，人在做，天在看！！！

很累咯

我不止是身体的累，也对周遭的事物感到很累。最近都在凌晨或是早上才入睡，下午才起床，胃口也不好，一天才吃1到2餐。在所有人眼里，我的生活很充实，时间都排得满满的。一个接一个节目，基本上我应该不会觉得闷，但是我都把这些节目一一推掉，只想留在家里，关在房里，除了工作，我就在家。现在你知道我的累是怎样来的咯。。。

我在KDU的期末考试，下个星期就要领成绩了。换句话说，我出国深造的时间也正式进入倒数。前天晚上接到大学的通知，我的房间出了问题，弄得我有点不开心。可是，事实往往没有像计划中的美好。现在，我惟有再为房间的事情而头疼几天，应该不会有什么大问题吧！！！我出国后，你们会想我吗？？？会忘记我吗？？？ >.<

傻傻的树恩要出去了。。。我会继续update你们我的近况。想我，爱我哦！！！

Migraine

我的天啊。。。几乎虚脱，偏头痛又回来了。

早上8点到傍晚6点，我这整天都被它折磨，痛得我只会哭。

我吃错东西了吗？？？

刚刚检查最近吃的，做的。。。

Chocolate吃多了，sunshine对多了，睡觉时间短了，也因为这样偏头痛回来了。

我不敢跟妈妈说，不然一定会挨骂的。

如果我到了瑞士，“它”来找我的话，我该怎么办啊？？？

HaizZzZz。。。不想了，顺其自然吧！！！

这几天都忙着工作和圣诞节的事情，少不了深造咯。

你呢？？？跟我分享一下你的近况啦！！！

还是那句，我很快乐，很开心。。。=)

逼近

看着每一秒钟在我身边擦身而过，我很想捉住这些时间，可惜那只是我想而已。我还怕失去，所以一直纠缠，到现在我要学会放开，其实那样大家都会好过点，至少我现在很快乐。

开始在忙大学的所有手续，我的心突然变得很承重，就连步伐也让我觉得很吃力。我知道为什么，每个人都在担心我。外表很独立，其实内心却很粘家，从来没有一个人离开家里，更别说是现在要出国深造。

我故意把时间填满，工作和玩乐让我暂时忘记深造的事情。我很享受现今的生活，因为我每天都在笑着。我身边的你们也一样吗？？？我最近作了一个承诺，我不会乱想其他，只想维持每一段友谊，好让我的世界是完美的。友谊万岁。。。

妈妈又来了，她很忧虑了，她的每一句话变得很“无理取闹”。她的担忧让我忍住泪水，强挤笑容去安慰。我是你的骄傲，以前是，现在是，将来也是。你可以放心，我会学习成长的。答应你的，我一定会做到，因为我很爱你，妈妈。

身边的朋友也开始知道我深造的事情。我开始在你们的脸上看到不舍，也在我的脸颊摸到泪水。我的世界因为你们而精彩，也因为你们无时无刻地陪伴，我快乐了。记得，不准哭。等我转身离开的时候，我们才哭，我真的会不舍的。

这是写给妈妈和朋友的。。。迟点我会一一点名来记录我们的日子。

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