Saturday, June 27, 2009

Cheras Neway

Last night went to Cheras Neway and have a super great night at thr. =) Jeff, Fong(Jeff's GF), Jack, Ray(BB) n me!!! 1st, welcome back Jeff n Jack(working at Philippine for long long time). No need to quarantine at home for 7 days. Wakaka...

We went thr at 12 midnight but go to the wrong Neway(miscommunication). Coz need to drive so dont drink much, just half bottle of Kampai Ice, share with BB de. The 3 brothers(Jack, Jeff n BB) sing together last night, 张卫健~~~你爱我像谁. Wonderful match leh... =)

The 2nd time i went sing K with BB. 1st time, he only sing 2 songs but last night he break his record, 7 songs ooh!!! Got 4 is chinese song loh. He is a banana so we all really suprised when hear he sang chinese songs. GENG arrr...

I also sang till no voice already last night. Till 4 oclock morning then we back loh. Neway staff too careless already, they miscounted n im the one who not include in the charge. HeHe... See i so smart, walked away(actually with a call la).

We took a lot of photos but all the photo now with Jeff. Once i get it then will upload it immediately. Another secret, i got record when BB sang last night. Wahaha... It will not be uploaded but i will keep it. =)

At last, thanks to Jack n Jeff for treating us for the night. Jack, u r a really gentleman, so sayang me all the time like Sou(Kenzo). Jeff, u r a great Brother n BF. Love u all so much, u all r my big brothers!!! MUACKSSSS... ^ ^

Monday, June 8, 2009

好走

我的心一天比一天痛。我辛苦了那么久,我真的以为雨后会有晴天,谁知道你又纵容她出现在我们之间。我可以做的,都已经做完了,我问心无愧。你不体谅我,不顾及我的感受也无所谓了,我累得连哭的力气都没有。我只想过回以前那种单纯又简单的生活。一波一波的风浪在我身上划过,我忍着痛,不曾埋怨半句。我虽然没有别人的生活艰苦,但是我也吃过苦头。为什么当我学会珍惜的时候,你没有给我机会???你在我身上留下的伤痕还不够多吗???我在地府绕了一圈,你难道都忘了吗???她对你是什么???你可以为她的一句话而低声下气,对我却像女佣般地刻薄。你知道的,我从来没有埋怨。今天我终于压抑不了心里的感受了。。。对不起,我想要的你却不能够给我,你能给的却又不是我想要拥有的。再见不如怀念。。。

**Have add in some new stuff in my blog. My profile with picz and also a fake mini iPod with My Song of The Week. =) Wish u all will like the song. Can do recommend some song for me also...

Saturday, June 6, 2009

独自的快乐

我尽量让自己快乐,因为我总以为只要我快乐,我身边的人就会与我分享那份快乐。原来是我太天真,快乐不能分享的。即使你想别人分享,别人也不会领情的。

原本愉快的周末却因为有人的‘无心’或‘有意’,就这样结束了。勉强让自己的笑容挂在脸上,只是不想其他人受影响。我不是伟大,而是谅解。。。

两个人的梦想,现在却只有一个人努力,哪还有意思吗???当初的承诺又在哪里???我还是那么地傻,继续为那没有结果的梦想而奋斗。我应该放手了吧!!!

我不再给自己任何借口去伤心了,也不为你找借口,我很早就醒了。我的眼泪早就没有为你而流了,该走的还是会走,我不会苦苦哀求停留,保留。。。

累了,该休息了。明天起来还是阳光普照的一天,我会好好地走每一段路,我坚强了。。。

Friday, June 5, 2009

昨天因为一些事情让我的心情一直很不好受。不明白为什么要那么自私去伤害其他人???难道就不能为别人想想???是因为我太软弱,所以才会一直被欺负???

被利用,被作弄。。。这就是我用真心换回来的结果吗???我都知道,只是不出声。如果你们坚持要爬上我头来,我也会发飙的。我的容忍是有极限的。

请不要在我身上找任何的好处,不然我会让你很难看。我已经受够了你们,不要让我指名道姓的把你们一一公开,即使会失去友谊,我也不在乎。

我知道只要你(BB)在,你绝对不让其他人欺负我,但是这次你在我身边却帮不了我。我不能告诉你事实,因为我错了。我的任性让我隐瞒了这一切,对不起。。。

Thursday, June 4, 2009

GiRLs' Day

I think almost 1 week plus i dont update my blog. HeHe... Sorry frenzzzz, busy on my things la. Last night Ryan dear remind me about that. SEE... Now i update it loh.

Have a simple but happy lunch with my dears, AhHoay & WheiYing. The last time i met with them is my birthday party and we promised must hang out for meal. Finally, we did it. HaHa... Actually is bcoz i always busy on my stuff so got less time to meet up with them.

Still remember when they 1st move to IMU, we always go for meal and also night market. I miss the time with them. We chat a lot, this is how our relationship run, meet less but stay close. = ) Both of them is really my close buddy at Taylor's till now, we r husband n wife relation. Wakaka...

AhHoay, i like ur hair, perfectly fit u loh. U look pretty with the hair. 'SUI ZHA BOH'... My dear WheiYing, u r now a SUPERWOMAN. Take part in so many challenges and still an attractive gal. Like to go out with both of u, i really relax when with u all. = P

We must hang out again when ShangNeng & SongJie they all back from UK. Miss these 2 genius and Eric as well. Aikssss... We dont take any picz today, i cant show off to others la. HaHa... = P Must show off coz 2 pretty babies have lunch with me.

As what my dears said, im a happiness lady now. Is true coz i dont think that much like last time. Happy go lucky!!! = ) Muackssss...

Tuesday, May 26, 2009

LaLaLaLa

Already 27th of May. This 2 days wasnt a good days for me, headache made me very suffer. Not enough or sleep too much??? I also dont know... Mr. Haedache, can u please take a rest???

Last night when i told u that, my heart really pain coz i know it going to happen soon but it is a MUST for me to do that. I thought u will just ignore like last time but finally i received ur msg. I know u concerned about that, i read from ur msg, different from what u sent me last time.

Just like what i told u, i dont wish to have any changes on anything. Nobody can give a 100% promises on it even myself. What i can do is only try, try and try. I dont know whether u can do the same things as me or not, i still believe on it.

R u thinking the same things as i think??? R u doing the same things as i do???

Monday, May 25, 2009

Im Happy

How was ur Sunday??? Me... Slept like a pig until he 'disturb' me. Wakaka = )

Had a super normal breakfast but with a lot of planning. Just wondering why he will spend his time with me for all the things which he doesnt like. HeHe... We go shopping!!!

From Carrefour to G2000 after that Carl's then back to G2000. Both of us like to go Carrefour, we can start being aunt uncle comparing the price. HaHa... This is what we will do every month coz he need to buy Maggie Mee. Yesterday i realize that the Cintan Mushroom Soup is buy for his parents. Such a 'GOOD' son. = P

G2000 is me who want to buy suit coz having sales!!! At 1st see a lot of ppl so we decide to go for our lunch at Carl's. RM39.30, he come out with this 'my heart very pain' when he see this amount. Wahaha... We normally will not eat expensive fast food coz i will always save the money for him but yesterday he promises will bring me thr while he 'disturb' i slept. = )

Sometime i feel that we got nothing to chat on phone, MSN or even sms but when eat together, we can actually chat non-stop. This always make me eat very very very slow. HeHe... Busy on chatting. Then he will start complaint, 'Why u eat so slow de? The burger still got half till now.'! Excuse me, is bcoz of the burger too big n my mouth too small la!!!

My G2000 suit is he choose for me de. Before we reach thr, that is a funny story. We pass by Ace Hardware, he said let's go in. Of course i will ask why coz we dont need any hardware. He told me want to buy needle. Buy needle for what??? To make the suit. ZzZzZzZzZzZz... His brain can turn very fast when come to make fun on me. But i still laugh non-stop, he did that too.

Lastly, back home sleep like pig again. He knows me, i hate ppl disturb me when i sleep expect for him. = ) The way we love each other, understanding in heart and keep in mind. Muakssss...

I wish u all have a great day. ^_^

Thursday, May 21, 2009

H-U-R-T

The heart feel very pain now and i cant stop my tears from falling. Im ready to go, go to a place where i can have a new begin. I can start all over again just to hide my 'scars' at Malaysia. If i dont meet up with all of these fellows, i will not get the moment of suffering right now. Once u disappear, please dont step in to my life again. U wouldn't know how much u hurt me, please bring all ur things go out from my life. I dont want to see even ur shadow. I try to be brave to stand for all these, i loss at the time my tears fall.

WHO WILL LOVE ME IF I DONT LOVE MYSELF...

Wednesday, May 20, 2009

痛心

你對512記得多少???其實這個日子對很多人來說可能普普通通,但是對中國四川的每個百姓而言,那是烙印在心中的痛。512四川大地震,你還記得嗎?那天翻開報章,我看到每篇報導,心裡真的覺得很酸,很疼。短短的几個小時里,上萬個家庭支離破碎,陰陽相離。這殘忍的事實吹毀了多少人的希望,帶走了多少人的未來???各國的救災行動幫助災民表面上的痛,心靈上的創傷卻無法彌補,復原。聲聲對親友地呼喚,都代表他們的思念。

另一個故事就是最近被謀殺的中五女生。是因為嫉妒,報復,還是錯手的殺害???對於這件事,我的感觸更深,因為不好的遭遇曾經降臨我的人生,差點讓我站不起來。還好有你們。。。珍惜雖然很容易說,很容易寫,但是又有几個人真的作到???我也剛剛起步學著珍惜。我知道你們對我的關心和保護,也不希望過去的歷史再從演,我自己也不希望,因為我的心比誰都痛。我學會了愛自己,所以歷史不會再從來,我也希望你們相信。

今天選擇用中文來講述這兩篇新聞,因為這是我的母語,是我的傳統,是我的教育,更是我的驕傲。每個字都代表著我此刻的心情。。。不要把你的快樂建築在別人的痛苦上。不要把你的慶幸踐踏在別人的不幸上。不要把你的幸福寄託在別人的悲痛上。在別人的傷口上撒鹽,不只是身體上的折磨,更是精神上的虐待。請停止你這殘忍的行為,愛他們多點吧!!!

LOVE PEACE......

Here It Go

I think Ryan will know what the purpose of these photos... = )






P/S: Frenz... Give me some comments on the photos. = )

Im Fine

Suppose to have breakfast with BB this morning but stomach pain so the appointment canceled and he go out-station. = ( This sad face is bcoz stomach pain.

Finally i remember to collect the clothes which i sent to dobi. HaHa... Almost 1 week plus i leave the clothes at the dobi shop. Back home and choose the new photos with my leng lui mama. My leng zai papa see i using the 'old' laptop, he popped up with this 'Why use this slow laptop?'. Wakaka... That is his laptop and now using by my youngest sister. He also know the laptop very very slow. = P

Another day having breakfast with my leng lui mama. Chat a lot with her, some more hint her for something but she seem like dont get it. Haizzzz... Is ok, time will show what i do and what i need. She keep reminding me to clean my room. She bought me a new wardrobe last month, my clothes and bags already full fill in it. My study desk......... Many mountains on the desk. HaHa... Lazy to keep it but still have to do it within this month. = )

Thanks alot for my lovely frenz's concern. Im really ok, i do promise will stay happy always and my smile will always on my little face. ^_^ Muackssss...

Tuesday, May 19, 2009

Editor Joanne

Wahaha... Im too boring already. That's why i posted 3 posts in a day. I edit some of my photos but not good like what the others did. I still need help on editing photo, please HELP... = )






Tuesday Afternoon

Ermmmm... After sharing the suck guy, now want to say something else as what i said Joanne's life still go on. = P

This morning wake up coz have a breakfast appointment with my leng lui mama. HaHa... What a fool??? Mama have to make an appointment with the daughther for breakfast. This is bcoz Joanne is a pig(always sleep). Even my darling(s), dear(s) and BB also must make appointment with me. Im so sorry for that but u all have to do it. HeHe... I will try to change de, give me some time ya. = )

Hakka cuisine breakfast, 'lei cha'. Healthy meal but not tasty as my aunt from Seremban who cook that. Wakaka... Homemade is always better than outside. Today dont eat much, order a small portion and share with leng lui mama, of course order other dishes also. This breakfast is not only both of us, my grandma and Aunt Mimi go together. = )

I having a very good mood after Sunday night. Wohoho... I think im on the way of simple and happy life. = ) ENJOY ENJOY ENJOY...

Liar ~~ KL

WTF... Can a guy being so cheap in his life??? Keep lying the others just bcoz of his own happy n comfortable feeling. Damn useless la... KL, u r a liar!!! U can just blame the other gals not good and bla bla bla but how about urself. NOT SINCERE to the gals also. Nobody born to make u happy, nobody live coz of u. Frenz r not rubbish. When u dont need them, u can just delete them from ur list. When u r happy, u add them back to ur list. U dont know how to appreciated, USELESS MAN!!! U r nothing at all... Stop ur shit words before ppl look down on u. Stop coming out to spread ur 'virus' as well. Hate to meet u in my life, u r another black spot in my life. U r not qualified to be my frenz also. Get lost from my life...

Dear frenz, i think u all know me well. If i dont get angry till that limit, i will not say something so bad on a person and some more posted on my blog. I think i have good enough to this fellow coz i still hidding his name by using KL, he himself should realize that. Sorry for being so rude in this post coz i really cant stand it. Joanne can be very nice to anyone, i just wish to make more frenz in my life. Unfortunately, i have met with 2 'frenz' which dirty my life and made me have a bad memories on that. Haizzzz... Joanne's life still go on. CHEERS UP EVERYONE = P

Saturday, May 16, 2009

Lovely Sunday

Morning... Morning... Morning... Do nothing in this morning but just feel lovely when i wake up from my bed. = P The following stories dont affect my super good mood today coz all happened on yesterday, already PAST.

1st PART------>
Last night when for SUSHI at MidValley. I was so so so full~~~ Teriyaki, Shashimi, Miso Soup, Sushi... Thanks for giving me a great night of dinner. I know u not really like to eat Japanese food but we were still thr last night. Chat a lot... Eat a lot... Drink a lot(green tea)... Enjoy my dinner!!!

Happy to know that u r not going to Ipoh tomorrow. = ) HeHe... Coz u no need to stay overnight at thr. Maybe we can hang out again tonight. Make it as a wonderful weekend even im a bit busy on my stuff.

P/S: No picz coz too many ppl at thr, paiseh to take picz and busy on eating. = P

2nd PART------>
Have my supper as well with my parents. Chat with my papa and get to know a lot of things which made me not really happy on it. I do promise myself, i will fight for it. = ) Coz Joanne is strong enough to fight for her ownself. Wakaka... Sound like superwoman ooh.

Again i want to bring out this, 'Forgive but not Forget'. How well u can understand this phase??? He/She did something wrong before, 'forgive' is to give he/she a chance, 'not forget' is remember that incident as a lesson. Unfortunately, i found that u havent forgive and also forget.

Life is simple, full with expression. Why make it so complicated??? Can it just back to the start point, as long as im happy then u will feel happy too??? I love u all more than anything/anyone coz U R MY FAMILY. Is only 4 words but it contains so much of meaning in that.

3rd PART------>
Nightmare these 2 nights. Arrrr...... Ghost on the wall, i think i watch too many horror movie. Very scary in the dream. Frenz, remember not to invite me for any horror movie if u r not planning to sleep with me at the night. Only offer for ladies, guys will kill by my parents if sleep with me. Wakaka... Uncle Nightmare please dont come to find me already.

His promise with other conditions. Haizzzz... M i worry too much or it will happen in one day?? He will just fooling around but sincere to me??? Then how about future??? Guys, what do u think about fooling around??? Come to this again and again, when he will awake from this??? Wish to slap until he wake up. HaHa... ^_^ Joanne going to get mad soon.

4th PART------>
About her... At 1st i really wish she will happy in her new relationship coz i know JxxxN is very bad to her. Come to KxxxY, he is a good guy from all but he already married. That is a lot of issues in between. What i want to say in this case is,
a) Love is not hurting anyone.
b) Revenge on a relationship is such a shame of urself.
c) Replacement is not allow in relationship.
d) Giving up not means u r loser.
e) Anger and evny come from true love.

Dear, i wish u will see these. I dont know how to talk to u on phone. I feel sorry to support u on starting the relationship. Whatever i see and hear now is a cruel fact to all of u who involved. Make urself step out from the circle, maybe u can see something different on it.

Share with u guys till here, i got to busy on my stuff again. Muacks... Happy Sunday!!! = P